Fighting

Dear Love;

You and I have been through a lot.  You’ve come in and out of my life in a number of different forms.  Sometimes I ignored you.  Other times I held on too tight.  I suspect that now you must be floating over someone else’s head, because I haven’t heard from you in a while.  You can be beautiful, you know.  But also quite cruel.  So I’m asking you to find me once again, and to stay a bit.  We have so much to catch up on, and—as much as I hate to admit it—I miss you.  Please find me and remember that I am still fragile. Be gentle if you break my heart

FML

July 12th

It's amazing. As soon as I saw you, I needed to talk.

 It's like... I don't know. A strong, weird feeling.

 I thought, if I don't talk to you before I go, 

I'd be missing out on... something... important. 

Beautiful.

17 Again

There's No Place Like Home

These Bones

"but I am a believer in predestination. 

I know that whatever would happen will surely happen.

 So I convinced myself that I would never lie,

 whatever the situation was."

- Hassan Bility

Narrow Stairs

"How I wish you could see the potential,

 the potential of you and me. 

Its like a book eloquently bound

 but in a language that you can’t read.”

When Doves Cry

I miss reading Shakespeare

I need to start it up again.

I enjoyed so much reading it and breaking it down. I use to want to be an English Lit major specialized in the area of Shakespeare. But then I realized.....that will not give me a job. 

How unfortunate.

I wish I planned out college better, I could of minor in it and with a concentration in photography. 

I can always take classes on the side but it would have been beneficial to have had this right.

I'll figure this out. 

Reality Bites

Lelaina Pierce: I was really going to be somebody by the time I was 23.

Troy Dyer: Honey, all you have to be by the time you're 23 is yourself

Chemistry

"The meeting of two personalities is like the 

contact of two chemical substances;

 if there is any reaction, both are transformed.”

I Like Big Butts

One of my favorite people is moving back to Canada. I really just want to cry. I can't even see her one last time. I know it's hard for her to be here and her family is there. FUCK IMMIGRATION. I just know I'm going to miss her so much that I don't know now. My summer was going to be amazing because she was going to be part of it. When I go home, she won't be there. I wish this was easier. I wont see her until bamboozle. And that's a maybe. I don't know. No one really knows, I just told Lauren. I couldnt keep it in. I miss her already. These are the times where I feel incredibly alone.