Life Is One Big Fancy Dress Party

This Is So Myspace

Honestly

"Maybe I’m naive, maybe I’m a just another hopeless romantic, or maybe I’m just a spoiled brat who always got her way in her past relationships, but I truly believe the process shouldn’t feel this hard. When you know, you just know.. and I’m not even talking about love at first sight or finding “the one”, I’m just talking about finding the person you’re most comfortable with and with all the potential you have, I’m still afraid it will never grow into you. And really, that’s the only thing I want — someone I can complain to about my annoying older brother, and how I don’t feel comfortable with PDA, but will push through that just to show me PDA, or someone who knows how I’m absolutely obsessed Michael Cera (Joseph Gordon Levitt) and understand my dorky-loving need to watch any or all his movies and knows how sometimes I’ll be stupid and combine words like saucy and awesome and turn it into ‘sausome!’ and think that was indeed the greatest invention of the world in which you would, of course, agree (more so my ridiculous statements or phrases). I need someone to do this, be this, but the simple question I know I have to ask myself.. is it you?"


It really fucking blows me away when I read passages like this. There's a quote from the play turned movie History Boys, that if you never seen I highly recommend, that basically sums up how this feels:

"The best moments in reading are when you come across something

 - a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things

 - that you'd thought special, particular to you. 

And here it is, set down by someone else,

 a person you've never met, maybe even someone long dead.

 And it's as if a hand has come out, and taken yours."

I didn't write the top passage, I stumbled upon in blogworld and I really just wanted to curl up and cry. Thank god I'm at work, I'm forced to keep my composure. Every bit of that paragraph is honestly true to how I feel right now. The two sections in parentheses is just my input of making it more catered to me.

Putting myself out there for you is terrifying every second. I learned to laugh it off but, look closely, I'm trembling. I already made myself look like a fool more than once, and I still can't let this go. Might as well go down burning. I'm setting myself up again for a "Feezy" situation but I honestly think its my hopeful personality to never let anything go without a fight and believing there is reason my heart telling me to keep trying. I sit here, hoping that this time, it's going to be different. You'll see in me what others have overlooked. In the end, I'll break my own heart.

Hot Soccer Players

I'm excited for the World Cup for the games 

but to also watch everyday these hot ass men play soccer, 

take off their shirts, and grab each other inappropriately.

Love Actually

"Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often, it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know, none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaking suspicion...love actually is all around. "


"Enough. Enough now"


"But you know, the thing about romance is... people only get together right at the very end."

"Even better! Sam, you've got nothin' to lose, and you'll always regret it if you don't! I never told your mom enough. I should have told her everyday because she was perfect everyday. You've seen the films, kiddo. It ain't over 'til its over."

"True love lasts a lifetime"

"Life is full of interruptions and complications"

"With any luck, by next year - I'll be going out with one of these girls. But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this. [picture of a mummy] Merry Christmas."

"Worse than the total agony of being in love? "

" Britain. We may be a small country, but we're a great one, too. The country of Shakespeare, Churchill, the Beatles, Sean Connery, Harry Potter. David Beckham's right foot. David Beckham's left foot, come to that."

"Let's go get the shit kicked out of us by love."

Ego

Heart and Soul

Lost.

I'm About To Get All Spanish

The Time Turner

Sometimes, for split seconds, I wish I had one of these.

Blink 182

I'm Exhausted

When Is It Ever?

GRAMMY NOMINATED

Truman Capote

"People who are having a love-sex relationship are continuously lying to each other because the very nature of the relationship demands that they do, because you have to make a love object of this person, which means that you editorialize about them. You cut out what you don’t want to see, you add this if it isn’t there. And so therefore you’re building a lie."