Mad

Who the fuck do you think you are? Seriously?!

I can not believe I cried on my 21st party over YOU! what.the.fuck!?

I just threw all your shit out and I'm pawning the jewelry. I need money.

vintageESTEF: (9:50:58 PM) her status. he didnt call me on m birthday and the fact that i cried over him on my birthday! like seriously. and then i think just the added heat i feel towards Gatsby is just my declaration of not dealing with guys who dont want me, ONLY FOR ONE REASON

i didnt feel like writing that part over. So basically, I'm done with Hairo and Gatsby. I really didnt want to be with Gatsby. But...what could I do.

He's just not that into me.

I HAVE to learn to accept that now. I am 21 after all. An adult. Adults accepts things that they cannot change. With this age comes maturity and and understanding that everything cant by my way. I learn and grow. Leave the ones that dont want to join me in the past and progress further. I mean seriously, what else can I do?


The sun will set for you.

just because i’m hurting, doesn’t mean i’m hurt
doesn’t mean i didn’t get what I deserved
no better & no worse

i just got lost.


Some people have it worst off. I'm alone. Yes, but someone out there will love me one day. If not then I'll live my life still. I cant stop living just because I don't have someone's arms holding me. Protecting me. I protect myself. I survive on my own. I can do this.