The Girl's Guide To Fishing And Hunting

“It scares me how fast I go from disliking to loving him, and I wonder if it’s this way for everyone.”

Except tonight it went the opposite way. And I have no doubt it will change back again once I give in and forgive (most likely for no good reason, but the fact that I can’t help fall for him again and again). And because of this, it constantly amazes me how many excuses we will make just to keep ourselves alive — just to keep our hearts thumping loud and clear. Just to keep someone that’s so out of reach near. Even though it’s apparent they don’t even want to be here.. and you know it, but you just can’t let go.

(Just let go.)