Movie Scenes

"On nights like these I struggle with the idea of wanting to forget you, but never wanting to forget what we had. Because these memories are all I have and sometimes I just want them to play back in my mind like the movie scenes of my favorite movies that stand out, the ones where you can still remember every detail quite clearly, but all the feelings that once rushed through your body at the time it was happening now feel so distant, so faint like a dream you once had. I want the memories I have with you to feel just like that, you know? Like it never actually happened, it only felt real. Except that’s not the case and I’m still reminded of that every time I hit replay because there’s always something about looking back that tugs a little at my heartstrings, whispering, remember when this was real? You were here and he was there and it was everything you had ever believed in.

I do, I do remember.. but I’m starting to wonder if I’ll ever forget."