Thursday, July 9, 2009

How To Lose A Guy

I don’t know what to say anymore. You’re life is wonderful, and my life is quite amazing. I want to say that whole fight was for the best. That all those tears were suppose to happen. All those people dragged into our situation were suppose to come and be there for us.

But I miss you, I miss our laughs and wrestling matches at lunch. I miss calling you at 10:30 and talking until 2 in the morning even if we weren’t dating. I miss getting so much helpful advice and denying it because I thought I didn’t need any of it, but if you think about it, I”ve been taking all that advice lately, and it’s saving myself from death.

I want our friendship back. If not a friendship at least a smile or a wave every time I pass you, and maybe, just maybe it can grow back into a hug, but I promise no more than that.

I know that, that last road was rocky and broken, but trust me, I’ve paved over the road ahead of us. Just take my hand and trust me again, please?

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