Rudness.

I'm not a particularly nice person to begin with, I've had my moments where I'm a straight up bitch and some people think I go to far. Maybe I do. I really don't regret anything I've ever said, if I felt that at that moment- then it's valid (in my mind at least). Anyways, what I don't fantom is people, who barely know me, are like they're the shit and better than me? ESPECIALLY, especially when I've never been my "normal" self and said the bitchy comments towards them. I'm nice to you because I don't know you well enough to pass judgement and because my friend happens to like you - shouldn't that go both way? I'm extremely annoyed and over being nice to these "people."

I, also, think the part that annoys me as well is that I expect, or hope, my friends would show the same courtesy to people I befriend or grow close to, for the benefit of me. However, this does not happen. And if anyone I knew was rude to my friends, shit would be said.

I have to stop thinking that generosity, kindness, and fairness is a two way street. I'm constantly let down.