Project Sunflower

I did EXTREMELY terrible this semester.

I don't even know if I'm getting an A in JRN this semester. I was counting on that. AHHHH MY LIFE!
I can not believe I let this happen. I will do so much better next semester. I can't fuck this up. How will I ever get in NYU?!

I can bounce back from one bad semester. But I HAVE TO BOUNCE BACK BIG!
Like 4.0 status. And I can do this. I just don't fucking try.

That will not be the case. I will give my all.

This is my winter break though. I want to see him. Somehow.