One AND the biggest one, I texted messaged Gatsby. What.the.fuck.is.wrong.with.me? I need to fucking leave the kid alone and I'm so annoyed with myself. I am not fucking desperate but I definitely want to be friends with him. I deleted him again from my phone.
I can't do that shit anymore.
Two, I called fucking Hairo. What the fuck ever, I was wasted beyond stability. But I know I cut the conversation short. I called him but I hung up before he answered but then I know he called me back. It was like 3 AM, dude chill the fuck out. I know he wants to stay friends so thats why he called.
My dumbass needs to forget that number like I need to forget Gatsby.
Fuck my life.
Haha, I mean its a joke but then I should learn to drop the two of them when I drink. I dont fucking chase anyone.
Whoa, I'm cursing a lot in this one. But I really am annoyed with myself.
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