"It's so easy to misconstrue even the tiniest words & actions when your attempting such a fragile part of a relationship with hundred of miles between the two of you. When it comes down to it, he has to work harder than he would if I were just up the street to keep me. I've got cities full of people I am going to interact with & if he wants me to keep that "reserved" sign on my heart for him, he better be absolutely sure & make it absolutely clear"
I cannot help but feel the way I feel when I meet someone who literally takes my breath away. When this happens, one is expected to act like they are totally unaffected by the fact that this person have completely altered the inner workings of their heart. That when this person kisses them, the feeling is as though small balloons and streamers might come bursting out of the heart Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade style, is unmoving. I find this to be very difficult. I have a hard time dealing with the person I am supposed to be and the person I actually am. Someone once said to me "just be you baby." That seems like it should be something really easy to do. Am I the only person having trouble with this?
Monday, November 9, 2009
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