Darling, Hello?

"I guess I always kind of knew we’d have an expiration date, but I didn’t think the possibility would be so soon.

Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t, maybe I’m jumping the gun here, but your 180 in actions has made me completely nervous and now I have no idea how to act. I found myself chipping away at my walls for you right when you decided to back away a bit. At this point it doesn’t matter that we still have a future date at hand — because at this point I feel like we’re just back to square one.

And at this point I don’t know if getting caught up in the moment was worth it all. I wish you would show me it was, or that maybe it still is."



It's funny when I read something, and it's exactly what I feel inside. It's has if I was meant to read that passage, on this day, with these feelings for him. This is why I always love writing, literature, expression of feelings because then, I don't feel so alone.