A Virtue

I do not possessive the virtue of patience. It's quite unfortunate. I like to dive into my ideas and plans asap. The game of waiting is something that doesn't sit well with me. So, me waiting for someone...I can't handle. I mean to be honest, as of late I have NO indications that I should even wait around for this kid. Why can't things ever be simple, straight forward? Is it too much to ask?I know I'm at school and it makes no sense to begin anything but don't you even want to talk to me still? Why do I fall for boys? They only disappoint. I wish I could go back to how I felt months ago when I preferred to be single.

But you, you caught me off guard. Isn't that always the case? You put it out there that you were interested. You stuck with it. You didn't even want me like the rest of them. So why say the things you did if you weren't looking for a good time? I'm confused. I've been told I'm good for you. You need someone like me in your life. I can only push so much to get in. Was it just a thrill of the chase? Fuck, I really do hate games.

Love:"Spontaneity is the secret to having a happier love life. Instead of overanalyzing everything, just things happen on their own."

^my horoscope for October.