Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Skinny Bitch

I think I need to work on myself more before I really expect anything to work out.

Last night showed me that I do need to push with you. We moved back to stage #3 but then by the end, a hope of stage #6 and you suggest a stage#9. Hah, oh the stages. But yeah, I mean you didn't have to. I was actually surprised. I enjoyed you being a creep and getting my screen name. I'm still unsure if I want/should keep pushing. I need a chase. I don't want to feel settled.

I deserve someone to fight for me, show me that they neeeeeed me in their life; to be relentless. But then, I think if I saw that, I would be turned off. I don't want anyone dependent on me because I wouldn't want to be dependent on them. It's a double edge sword.


I need you to give me something.
I'm on my hands and knees looking for you give anything. Anything

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