HitRecord

I think there is something beautiful in revealing in sadness. The proof is how beautiful sad songs can be. So I don’t think being sad is to be avoided. It’s apathy and boredom you want to avoid. But feeling anything is good, I think. Maybe that’s sadistic of me.

— Joseph Gordon-Levitt

John Lennon

"You make your own dream. That’s the Beatles’ story, isn’t it? That’s Yoko’s story. That’s what I’m saying now. Produce your own dream. If you want to save Peru, go save Peru. It’s quite possible to do anything, but not to put it on the leaders and the parking meters. Don’t expect Jimmy Carter or Ronald Reagan or John Lennon or Yoko Ono or Bob Dylan or Jesus Christ to come and do it for you. You have to do it yourself. That’s what the great masters and mistresses have been saying ever since time began. They can point the way, leave signposts and little instructions in various books that are now called holy and worshipped for the cover of the book and not for what it says, but the instructions are all there for all to see, have always been and always will be. There’s nothing new under the sun. All the roads lead to Rome. And people cannot provide it for you. I can’t wake you up. You can wake you up. I can’t cure you. You can cure you."

But In Spite Their Differences..

"They had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other."

The Bravery

Stephen Chbosky

If You Could See Me Now

"She likened it to a childhood crush, such strong almost obsessive feelings, butc more, it had depth. She felt attracted to everything about him, the way he talked, the way he dressed, the words he used, his apparent innocence. Yet he was filled with a deep knowledge of wise insights. He always said the right things, even when she didn’t want to hear them. The darkness lifted and she could suddenly see beyond. When he breezed into the room, he brought clarity and brightness with him. He was walking hope and she could tell that things for her be… not fantastic or wonderful or happily ever after, but that they could be okay. And that was enough."

— Cecelia Ahern

Am I Brave Enough?

To me, there is no greater act of courage than being the one who kisses first.
— Janeane Garofalo

It's Funny

"You can be in a room with 100 men, and not like any of them, or you can be in a room with just one man, and he’s exactly the one you want."

— My Girl

It's funny because this quote is from a movie, but this boy a few years ago said almost the same thing to me. Well, he said if I was in a room with 100 other girls, he still would notice my smile. This boy was just someone I met on a whim of a vacation. I didn't know much about him and he barely knew me. There was an instant attraction. It wasn't meant to be love or anything major. But, I believe he single handily brought me back to life, that one night while we laid on the phone for six hours. Whether his words meant anything, or if I meant anything to him, I felt alive and wanted again. He finally showed me what I had been missing. Yeah, you might never know how much that meant to me, or what you meant to me but I'm grateful. You're another chapter in my book, but I enjoy it more than any other story. Short and simple. Yeah, you're unforgettable and I'm enterally grateful. Maybe I'll see you soon.

Future Library

I Wanna Grow Old With You

Young and Alive

The Smiths

A sad fact widely known
The most impassionate song
To a lonely soul
Is so easily outgrown
But don’t forget the songs
That made you smile
And the songs that made you cry
When you lay in awe
On the bedroom floor.

The Nicest Thing.

All I know is that you're so nice,

You're the nicest thing I've seen.

I wish that we could give it a go,

See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl,

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.

I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile

I wish the way that I dressed was your favorite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,

But you always wanted know what I was about.

I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,

I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly,

'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.

Basically, I wish that you loved me,

I wish that you needed me,

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,

I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.

I wish that without me you couldn't eat,

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen.

And I wish that we could see if we could be something.

Yea, I wish that we could see if we could be something

As Lovers Go

She said, "I've got to be honest,

You're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."

And I said, "You must be mistaken,

I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."

She said, "You've gotta be crazy!

What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"

"You've got wits,

You've got looks,

You've got passion,

But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,

I'll be yours my dear

& I'll belong to you

If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go.

So don't complicate it by hesitating.

This is wonderful as loving goes.

This is tailor made,

What's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest,

I've been waiting for you all of my life."

For so long I thought I was asylum bound,

But just seeing you makes me think twice.

& being with you here makes me sane.

I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.

"You've got wits,

You've got looks,

You've got passion,

But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,

I'll be yours my dear

I'll belong to you

If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.

This is wonderful as loving goes.

This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

Don't Stop Your Love

You can’t stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it’s the best thing in the world. When you’re in a relationship and it’s good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.

— Keith Sweat

Marxist

The only way of knowing a person is to love them without hope.

~ Walter Benjamin

Stranger.

I shouldn't be writing this right now. I have so much work to do. Last night, I was waking up in panics. I don't know why. I don't know you that well. But last night, I was overcome by a massive headache and my eyes were watery. It doesn't make sense.

I thought about it, and I realized that I think I understand why this keeps happening. I'm damaged goods, and maybe I'm more transparent than I thought. On top of that, it's a chase. Guys love the thrill of the chase, especially with me. The moment they got me, suddenly the thrill is gone and they're not interested. I think I'm a pretty enjoyable person but I guess the chase is more thrilling than the actually me.

You enjoyed the little chase, when I was being a brat. Now I'm available and it's too overwhelming. Everyone keeps saying it's because of the distance. You even said "i am interested i think its obvious. but again your going to boston." It doesn't mean we can't still talk? I have to delete everything, it's a weird. I'm holding onto something..to someone who isnt even there.

I'm not familiar with the dating world. Maybe there are rules that I am unaware of. Maybe there's steps that need to be taken. Maybe I'm destine to live my life out alone. I enjoyed it so much for the past few years, why now am I so starved for attention?

With the way I live my life, with the way I think and what I want to accomplish, I know I;m better alone. With my fucked up heart and upside down thinking, is it really fair to drag someone else along?

I have to focus on school.

Not Rule.

NEVER.

Grip.

It's Annoying

Dante

Take It All

Speculation

Ottoman

I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love, and get back up. I’ll stand on the highest mountaintop and go into the deepest caverns. I’ll roam across the world, visit the moon and swim in outer space. I’ll let my imagination run wild and let my spirit soar. Why? Because when my life flashes before my eyes in those final moments, I want to have something worthwhile to watch, with plenty of love and laughter, good times and bad. I don’t want to regret a thing and I plan not to. Remember, it’s not usually the things you do that you regret, it’s the things you don’t do and leave unsaid. Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot. One shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments.

— Anna Floyd

I NEED.

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

— Chuck Palahniuk

Goodnight and Go

The Offshore Pirate

All life is just a progression toward,

and then a recession from, one phrase—`I love you.’
— F. Scott Fitzgerald

Below Utopia

"We’re so different.

We’re hot and cold, fire and water.

I’m loud, you’re quiet.

I talk, you listen.

I’m crazy, you’re sane, but that’s why this works…

You fill in my missing pieces and I complete you,

and I guess that’s why, despite the questions and the challenges,

I still believe in us and I still believe in this…

and as long as we have each other, I think we’ll be alright."
— Katrina Berning

Mercury

"She is a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
And then runs away."
— Counting Crows

Must-Do

Ketchup

Flow

1901

Lonely Car Ride

It's Trendy

Everything Has To Be

Sleep Tight

Oil and Water

You and I are like oil and water

And we've been trying, trying trying

Ohhhh, to mix it up.

We've been dancing on a volcano

And we've been crying, crying, crying

Over blackened souls.

Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,

it will not be the last time.

There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.

I been smiling with anchors on my shoulders

But I've been dying

Oh to let them go.

Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,

it will not be the last time.

There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.

Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,

it will not be the last time.

We were trying to believe that everything would get better.

We've been lying to each other

Hey, Babe. Let's just call it what it is

Oil and Water

Christmas List

This is my christmas list. It's impracticable. But, I can have my dreams =)

Gossip.

"Say what you want about me. Say it to my face, say it behind my back, write it on the fucking bathroom mirror, I don't care. But do not talk about the people I love. I will lose my mind."

- Beth Ditto

You Belong With Me

HAHAHA.

I Hope Not

The Bitch Is Back

Iris: Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and suprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you.

It's Bittersweet

LIES.

HOVA

Yeah, Nope.

Done...?

Reblogged

"Sometimes, other people’s problems stress me out. Do you think that’s weird? I mean, it hurts me when I see the ones I love hurt and/or struggle. Wouldn’t you feel the same way? I don’t know. I guess I feel helpless and it frustrates me. Sometimes I don’t know when to step in or interfere. Or I question myself if I should even interfere or even care so much in the first place. Is it any of my business? When is it my business? Never? Do I just turn the other cheek and let them continue their self destructive ways and bad behavior? Do I wait until something tragic happens? I mean, when is it okay to step in and say “hey, you’re not okay. don’t do this, don’t do that. you need help. talk to me. i am here for you. why are you doing this to yourself? why are you being this way?” Sometimes I don’t want to interfere at all. But then that makes me feel guilty because it’s as if I’m just standing there, watching them destroy themselves all the while I should be doing something. Or saying something. I do believe no one can save you but yourself. But I also know it doesn’t hurt having people there beside you, helping you along the way. Helping you find your way back to yourself, to what matters, to gaining control of your life, to being happy again. You can’t do it alone, I know that for sure. And I know, I know, I know, I knowwww- everything is easier said than done. I suppose it’s necessary to let people do their own thing. Sometimes people have to make big mistakes more than once before finally learning how wrong and bad that mistake is. It’s frustrating, but what can you do? I’ve said this before, and I’ll say it again- People will do whatever they want regardless of what you say and do. It is up to them, not you. It is their life, not yours. That’s kind of hard for me to grasp at times… But I’m slowly letting it sink in. I just hate watching people go down a bad road and feeling like I can’t do one stinkin’ thing about it. But, people make mistakes. We all make mistakes. All the time. Every day. It’s how we learn. It’s how we grow. But for some people, they have to make a lot of mistakes- big ones, to finally see clearly. When I see people I love struggle or hear of their problems, I always hope they find their way through it. I know that they can, even if it may take awhile… I still know that they can. They just have to believe and work hard at it. They also must remember that they are never alone, that their loved ones will always be there for them to help them, guide them, and just support them in any way that they can. Because, when you forget that you are loved, even for the slightest moment, your world will feel like hell on earth. It will be unbearable and you will get lost in a dark world. A world that may feel almost impossible to get out of. So, if ever, you feel weak, alone, stressed, frightened, always remember that you are loved and think positively. Because when you get to that point of always being negative, trust me, it will be harder for you to deal with things. And once that happens, all the stress seems to build up and it never seems to stop. I’m totally rambling and getting off topic… But basically, I just wanted to point out that I feel your pain. What hurts you, hurts me. I only hope that in your darkest times, you will be able to see your way out. And if you ever need a hand to help you out, I am always here."

Buffy & Angel

You’re not friends. You’ll never be friends. You’ll be in love till it kills you both. You’ll fight and you’ll shag and you’ll hate each other till it makes you quiver, but you’ll never be friends. Love isn’t brains, children, it’s blood. Blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love’s bitch, but at least I’m man enough to admit it.

— Spike

Want

I want to want someone so bad

that the mere thought of them

makes me explode inside with butterflies

and all sorts of different colored confetti.

I'm Real

I met so many men &,
It's like they're all the same.
My appetite for lovin

is now my hunger pain.
& when I'm feelin sexy,
who's gonna comfort me?
My only problem is

their insecurities.

Now I’ve been thinkin bout this relationship,

and I wanna know, is this as good as it gets?
'Cause we’ve been through the worst times,
& the best times,
but it was our time.
Even if it was part time.
Now they be lookin at me, smilin at me,
Laughin like we wasn’t happy.
But not knowin, that we're growin, & we're gettin married.
Hard lovin, straight thuggin.
Bitch, I ain't doin this for nothing.
Hoppin, poppin.
Lets ride up in the benz.
Hair blowin in the wind,
Sun glistenin off my skin, hey!
& I'm nasty, & you know me,
So you don't mess with your baby.

Now people loving me & hating me & treating me ungratefully.
But not knowin' that they ain't makin or breakin me.
My life, I live it to the limit & I love it.
Now I can breath again, baby I can breath again.
Now, people screaming what's the deal with you & so and so?
I tell them bitches mind your biz but they don't hear me though.
I live my life to the limit & I love it,
Now I can breath again, baby I can breath again.


Cause I'm real,
the way you walk, the way you move, the way you talk
Cause I'm real,
the way you stare, the way you look, your style, your hair
Cause I'm real,
the way you smile, the way you smell, it drives me wild
Cause I'm real,
& I cant go on without you.

We Are All Full of Shit

At Least I Have This

Darling, Hello?

"I guess I always kind of knew we’d have an expiration date, but I didn’t think the possibility would be so soon.

Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t, maybe I’m jumping the gun here, but your 180 in actions has made me completely nervous and now I have no idea how to act. I found myself chipping away at my walls for you right when you decided to back away a bit. At this point it doesn’t matter that we still have a future date at hand — because at this point I feel like we’re just back to square one.

And at this point I don’t know if getting caught up in the moment was worth it all. I wish you would show me it was, or that maybe it still is."



It's funny when I read something, and it's exactly what I feel inside. It's has if I was meant to read that passage, on this day, with these feelings for him. This is why I always love writing, literature, expression of feelings because then, I don't feel so alone.

Angelo

"This shit is really never ending.. Never been one to regret anything in my life, but the thought is really lingering. "

Run This Town

I think I do a pretty good job at being fair to anyone. I just know how it feels to be treated so unfair, especially from when I was younger. I know that life isn't fair. Everyone has their own turmoil. No one problems are greater than anyone else. And it's pretty much a fact that someone out in the world has it worst than you. I think I learned this along way. I think I learned I am grateful of everyone in my life. Because they're in my life for each of their own reason.

I don't like unfairness. Play nice kids. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I guess I could come off naive but I'm not stupid but I know when things can be avoided.

Passing judgement on any part of my life, isn't allowed. From anyone. "I do what I want." Yes, I dwell on my problems, my silly little,stupid problems that don't deserves any energy. I'm not acting like I'm above, I do know what deserves my time and what doesn't. I've been through enough to know what I want, what I'm willing to put up with, what I need, and what I can get.

"I guess the choice we have is whether you want to move on, or if you want to live in the past. I cannot help the memories from coming into my mind but I get to choose how I acknowledge them. Move on or Move back. It doesn't matter what I say now. It doesn't matter that your memory ha come upon my senses so. It doesn't matter that I can smell you right here on this street. I find it amazing that I can clear my mind of every awful thing that happened. I am assaulted with loss. I can't remember what a terrible lover you were because I can only remember how alive I felt when I was trying to make the movies real for you. I can't help but wonder if there are other girls walking along the streets questioning the reason why someone always has to lose. A heart can break, and then it can heal, I can move on, find new people to love but the years I lived with you are stolen because I lived them for you. I saw and experienced so many amazing things. I want to forget you. I try to take you out of each of the memories and somehow they don't seem as special. I don't even miss you. I just miss the way I felt about life when you said you believed in me. There were so many moments that took my breath away. You stole my heart away." -KC

For several years I had my best friend scream at me on a daily basis to give up Hairo. I didnt want to. I wanted to put myself through torture. I wanted to continue feeling empty and unloved. I know now how frustrated she felt with me. But I know I needed to come to terms with everything on my time.

Taking a bottle of pills was my rock bottom. I think the moment I realized I needed to find my way back to life was when Jaber came to me that day and said "how dare you do that to your mother?" I finally realized I couldn't be selfish anymore. That's what I had been doing for so long. Being selfish in wallowing in self-pity, pushing people away, crying all the time on everyone's good time, and making everyone feel like they weren't good enough to make me happy.

When I knew he found out that I tried to end everything that day and still didn't come for me, I also realize that it was never going to be right again. His reasons for not reaching out is still unsure, and I don't care. I know he loved me a long time ago. But he was on different course, we both were. I just didn't want to see it. He saw what he wanted so quickly and I was left behind trying to figure it all out.

I finally started figuring out what made me happy as an individual and not what use to make us happy, or him happy. Whenever he was happy, I was too. I realize the people I couldn't keep and the people I needed to find. My life for the next year went through one of the biggest transitions I ever could have imagine. It started with a trip to Vegas. It was a way to clear my head and to see that, yeah there's more to life than my center of the universe. People notice my changes on the outside, but inside- well, it was a complete 180.

I think I couldn't be grateful enough for the people that came into my life that year, or became more prominent. From there I continued to grow and figure who I was. Once I started on my solo trip, I started actually being happy with life. Something I was never able to do, even when I was with him.

I'm not saying I got it all figured out. I got maybe 5%. But I get closer everyday. Everytime I meet someone new, I share something with someone, I read a book, I watch a movie, I hear a song, I walk in the streets of Boston, when I dream, and when I sit back and remember how everything really was. Not how I wish it was. I'll never be 100% but I don't plan to be. I think that's what makes people unhappy. They want all or nothing. I'm pretty damn good with just this small amount.

When I use to meet guys, I looked for you in them. In their laughs, how they joked, how they reacted to my faces, how they said my name. For the longest time, I just kept saying"that isn't right." I met, or re-met someone and he didn't do anything you did. He did it completely different. Except for the shyness, which apparently I attract. Anyways, I'll always been impatient, you did things quick. Well, he's doing things his ways, and I'm willing enough to ride it out. I'm still gonna live my life, and I know everything happens for a reason. So whether or not it works out in the end, I'm learning to appreciate the little experience I gained. I definitely learned not every guy is gonna try to get in my pants on the first date. There is something special about him that I want to uncover, but it's a game. I have to wait it out. Really learning about the virtue of patience here.

I look for signs that'll show me the way. I think I need to stop doing this. I need to stop with the signs, and do my thing. Make an ass of myself and figure out what works. I'll probably keep striking out, but I don't want to ever look back and regret.

"I would always rather you regret something you did over something you didn't...when you make a mistake, you gain experience and learn. When you never try, you gain nothing." -JS

Bambi

Friend Owl: "Yes. Nearly everybody gets twitterpated in the springtime. For example: You're walking along, minding your own business. You're looking neither to the left, nor to the right, when all of a sudden you run smack into a pretty face. Woo-woo! You begin to get weak in the knees. Your head's in a whirl. And then you feel light as a feather, and before you know it, you're walking on air. And then you know what? You're knocked for a loop, and you completely lose your head!"



twitterpated: An enjoyable disorder characterized by feelings of excitement, anticipation, high hopes, recent memories of interludes, giddiness, and physical overstimulation which occur simultaneously when experiencing a new love. These feelings take over without warning, usually at odd times (such as at a check-out line), with or without the partner present, and make it difficult to concentrate on anything but romance. They interfere with work and safe driving, but should be experienced at least once in every person’s lifetime.

Broke.

I want these with every fiber of my soul right now to help me feel better. But of course, I'm completely and utterly broke. I cut up my credit cards last week.

What's Wrong With Me?

Really?

Letting Go.

To live in this world, you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go.

— Mary Olive

Crazy.

I Never Will Be.

Douglas Coupland

"This was unexpected, my soul’s connection to you. You stole my loneliness. No one knows that I was wishing for you, a thief, to enter my house of autonomy, that I had locked my doors but my windows were open, hoping, but not believing, you would enter."

KC

"It isn't so much that we should always be wishing for the moment in which we are "grown up" and know how the world works. I think it is more that we should be open minded enough to realize that we are never going to get to a place where we get to know all the answers."

Fabulous Four

Life Lesson #?

Right Now.

Not Yet.

BIG heart.

I fall in love with someone about twice a week, but I’m starting to think that’s a common problem with writers, that they have a dangerous excess of love that they give away to near strangers or turn inward on their private little worlds.
— ZACH VANDEZANDE

PERFECTION

Boys

CC

Yeah, Forever.

"Forever is a long, long time, and time has a way of changing things."
— The Fox and the Hound


yeah, I LOVE this movie. I actually have it on DVD because you struggled to find it online. I do remember the cute things that you would do. I don't miss you doing them, I miss anyone doing them.

Maybe Hurdles

"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn’t impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls."- Anais Nin

My Face For Games, For You.

There is a big difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and what we are meant for.

High Hopes

Why? Why? Why? do we think we can change people? I tend to make up the perfect images of people (and myself) in my head and see them for what I want them to be, or hope that they will be rather that who they actually are. It's a catch 22 really, because when I do this with myself. I dream myself into what I hope I can become and at some point that dream seems to become reality for me.

When I do this with other people it is such a huge mistake. I think one of the greatest lessons we can learn is to attempt to really see people and things in a true and honest light. I have been made a fool of many times, but it is partly because I was a fool to believe things that we obviously were not true. Your guts don't lie. You always can feel it in your heart. In my case, most of the time I just don't want to believe it.

It happens in the aftermath of things too. The hopeless girl in me wants to only remember the butterflies and excitement but I have to force myself to focus on what REALLY was and not what my mind has turned those days into. Everything looks perfect from far away. It's like looking down at a city from an airplane. Everything seems so peaceful and perfect, but if you crashed down into the middle of it you would end up among the pieces of real life. The ones that are not so pretty. The ones that are not so nice.

Here is what I know for sure. I am still hustling. I just need to start seeing things as they really are. The people, things and dreams I have in my life. Clarity is a beautiful thing. There is a dream job out there for me. I need to go find it. There is a guy or girl who will adore me and who will be good to me. But they can only be good to me, if I'm good to myself first. Find myself, then find them. There is a group of really good friends that want nothing from me but love and support and fun, I need to go find them.

Straylight Run

It takes more time than I've ever had,

Drains the life from me,

Makes me want to forget,

As young as I was,

I felt older back then,

More disciplined,

Stronger and certain,

But I was scared to death of eternity,

I was saved by grace,

But destroyed by naivety,

And I lied to myself,

And said it was for the best,

And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold

I've disregarded what I was,

Now that I'm older,

And I know much more than I did back then,

But the more I learn,

The more I can't understand,

And I've become content with this life that I lead,

Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,

And I lie to myself,

And say it's for the best,

We're moving forward,

But holding ourselves back,

And we're waiting on something that will never come.

Fallin', Fallin', Fallin', Fallin'

Skinny Bitch

I think I need to work on myself more before I really expect anything to work out.

Last night showed me that I do need to push with you. We moved back to stage #3 but then by the end, a hope of stage #6 and you suggest a stage#9. Hah, oh the stages. But yeah, I mean you didn't have to. I was actually surprised. I enjoyed you being a creep and getting my screen name. I'm still unsure if I want/should keep pushing. I need a chase. I don't want to feel settled.

I deserve someone to fight for me, show me that they neeeeeed me in their life; to be relentless. But then, I think if I saw that, I would be turned off. I don't want anyone dependent on me because I wouldn't want to be dependent on them. It's a double edge sword.

I need you to give me something.

I'm on my hands and knees looking for you give anything. Anything

I'm Waiting For Paul Varjak to Come Knocking

Joke.