Most Gorgeous Thing Ever.

It's Never Over

I usually hate anything associated with Gawker. It's a site that can be as trashy as Perez but this article popped up on my Google Reader and the ending actually turned into something else, in it's own Gawker-way.


"How To Make It In America" Review

Inglorious

Late At Night...

Brief and Wonderful

I'm Moving Past You

Recon.

Humes.

When Opposites Don't Attract

when you care about someone, you won’t care about the complications involved — you will still stick around no matter what. the problem with that is sometimes the other person thinks exactly the same in the opposite direction in that if it gets too complicated, you’re better off without it — they care enough to let it go, to not make it a burden. you care enough to keep it going, knowing it’s worth the pain.

(now if we only all thought the same way. but we almost never do.)

Chickening Out.

"I don't know how you feel right now but I know how I feel. Hopefully, that will be enough."

BabyFrancs.

Sign Here Please

"it’s silly but sometimes i make unspoken agreements with people and always assume it’s understood. like how claiming you’re going to call is promising to lay out a bridge between us, and how some kisses are signatures to don’t-break-my-heart contracts, or laying with someone and uncovering your secrets means i’ve-let-you-inside-so-now-let-me-inside or consistently saying you are always going to be there for me when i need you guarantees you-will-always-be-there-for-me-when-i-need-you. but there seems to always be a lack of communication involved and it never quite works out the way i expect it to. and still, i never really learn."

Entitled.

“It is really a classic temperamental error that occurs in most relationships: judging your partner by how you would react, even though your partner has a different temperament, different experiences, and different developmental and emotional history. Though we’re all tempted to do this, it’s really a form of narcissism - the way I would react is the standard for all decent people; so you have to conform to what I think is appropriate. Reconciling disputes born of temperamental differences requires binocular vision-the ability to see your partner’s perspective alongside your own, indeed, to see the world through his/her eyes at the same time you see it through your own. Binocular vision, perhaps the most important of relationship skills, makes the world seem richer and more dynamic. Failure of binocular vision creates a reactive narcissism (you’re incapable of seeing your loved one apart from how you feel about him/her).”

— Steven Stosny, Anger In the Age of Entitlement

Big NO To The Last One.

I Think I Posted This.

Password.

Keep On Truck'n

I Just Wanted To A Little More

OrganicValley

Lasso

NeimanMarcus

TWLOHA

TheHangOVER.

Standard Lines.

JiggaMan

So, Can I Have Him Now?

 

Why He's Hot

You Know This.

I Hate This Feeling.

SugarTown

So, I forgot to update on my resolutions from last month. For February, I wanted to have a professional blog up and running. And it is! I have to start updating it but the links all work and the layout is fine. It took me forever to get together, HTML is tricky.

For March, I wanted to apply for study abroad and ugh, it pains me to say that this resolution will not be met. It's not because I couldn't get to, which is also kinda of true, but I decided not to do it because I think it's best if I don't go away for my last semester of college. Caroline was making points on why I probably shouldn't and it kinda made sense. On top of that, it somewhat jeopardizes my chance to walk because the amount of time it will take to transfer my credits back will be close to graduation.

So my resolution will not be met, but I decided to attach two resolutions to another month. (Trying to make it up) For April, I will like to have accomplish running a mile in under 15 minutes. I know that seems like an easy one but running, for me, has never been easy and unfortunately I have difficulty running for long periods of time. I ran the other day for 20 minutes, but my knee felt like it was going to pop. I want to bring my mile down though, I have to train to bring it down. So mile less than 15 minutes - April 2010. Woot!

Christian Science.

Scotty.

DatNewCudi.com: KiD CuDi - Soundtrack 2 My Life (Directed by Jason Goldwatch) from DatNewCudi / DP on Vimeo.

I mean, honestly, one cannot deny KiD has talent. What I love about CuDi is that his lyrics, they're not your typical rap lyrics. They have some serious meaning for him, especially this song. The beats are dope and I love his voice. It's not harsh at all, which is what I usually hate about rappers. I need to see him live again, and pay attention. Can't believe I met him and I was like, "eh whatever." Oye vey, silly Nelly.

56 Days.

I got 56 days until Summer Vacation. Obviously, I will not look like these beauties but that's enough to drop some serious poundage. I lost about 5 lbs since Spring Break. I got about 10 more before the end of the semester (one of my goals) than about 10 more after that? Eh, 15 more. If I wanna look like <--- that, 50?

SleepTight.

#15.

“It’s OK to show up at a guy’s house with a dozen roses and declare your undying affection. It’s OK to have too much to drink and call your ex 20 times and then to be mortally embarrassed when you realize your number must have shown up on his caller ID. It’s OK, because making a fool of yourself for love is ultimately about you, how much you have to give and the distances you will travel to keep your heart wide open when everything around you makes you feel like slamming it shut and soldering it closed.”

Good People.

The Last Summer....

"She wanted him to see all of her and also none of her. She wanted him to be dazzled by the bits and blinded by the whole. She wanted him to see her whole and not in pieces. She had hopes that were hard to satisfy."

-"The Last Summer of You & Me"

iChat.

"While sweeping cookie crumbs off my own bed, I was reminded of you and that time you offered me cookies for breakfast while lying in your bed. Supposedly it was the only thing you had to eat in your apartment and although it was strange and not exactly the type of morning-after meal, it was still sort of endearing like you were concerned about my need to eat, even though you didn’t know I don’t normally eat that early anyway.

I wish you discovered that about me, but you never will and I’ll always just have that one moment where you cared about my well being, whether you really meant it or not. And I’ll just be another girl you’ll remember in passing."

The Lovely Bones

"I can't trust anyone because of him. I don't ever want to get married or have kids because I'm afraid I'll pick someone like him and I can't put a child through the shit that he put me through!"

"Don't be afraid to be happy because of my mistake. Don't shut out the world because of him. Believe you'll have better judgement."



I don't think I'll ever get to the day where my father doesn't effect my decisions. I thought if I could ever get over Hairo, my dad would be easier. I didn't know or love my father as much as I did Hairo. Yeah, that's not the case.

Need You Now.

Picture perfect memories
scattered all around the floor.
reaching for the phone,
cause I cant fight it anymore.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time

Its a quarter after one I'm all alone
and I need you now
said I wouldn't call
but I lost all control and I need you now,
and I dont know how I can do without
i just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
cant stop looking at the door,
wishing you'd come sweeping
in the way you did before

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind,
for me it happens all the time

Its a quarter after one I'm a little drunk
and I need you now
said I wouldnt call
but I lost all control and I need you now.
and I dont know how I can do without
I just need you now...

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Its a quarter after one I'm all alone
and I need you now
and I said I wouldn't call
but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
and I dont know how I can do without

Oh baby I need you now.

 Fuck country. Hah!
 -Lady Antebellum.

Apparently, I Do

Hi again.

Alone - NOT Lonely

Biters.

I had my firs two Co-Op interviews today. One was at Herman&Almonte and the other at Krupp Co. Both were relatively successful. H&A is a paid PR internship that handles travel/digital companies (ie kinda boring) and Krupp is fashion! Ugh, I walked into the loft-like office and fell in love with the atmosphere. I didn't meet anyone but Lindsay but the vibe was definitely good. I want this one, even though its unpaid. It's pretty much exactly what I wanted as my Co-Op. I'm definitely intrigued with PR and I would like to learn more about it and FASHION! Ive always wanted to find a way into this world and this is a stepping stone. H&A wants me to let them know if I'm still interested before they finish up interviews next week. Ugh, I am but if only Krupp doesn't want me. I also sent in my resume to Betsey Johnson for their PR department. That would be even sicker but since I have zero experience, I don't know if that will even fabricate to an interview. I would like to have my Co-Op figured out soon so I don't have to stress about it. I want Krupp - it makes me think of the word "krump" and pretty much, that's awesome.

I've also had the lovely experience the past few days of biters. Oh, biters. I'm not very interesting I swear. Also, I didnt realize I was in a relationship. I do not like it when people jump down my throat and they're not even putting out. I'm not the kind of person that takes commands or demands from anyone other than a boss or my mother very nicely. I become very defensive. I, also, don't forget. This is strike 3...baseball lingo - you're out.

The Roles We Play

Ernest Hemingway.

ContactSheet

"You Want Me To Keep Singing?"

My Body Loves.

Drizzy!

One Second

Current Obsessions Part 4

I really, REALLY want to see "Less Than Zero" and "Chaplin" I think this man is just amazing. He's a great actor but what he went through to make it is powerful. Years of addiction, addiction of almost every narcotics, and he finally found a way to get out and restart his career. I can't wait for Iron Man 2. "The Avengers" movie needs to get it's ass into gear, NOW.


Robert Downey Jr.

Current Obsessions Part 3

Michael Pitt. Enough said. Haha, but seriously - love this era and what transpired during Prohibition, so we'll see how it turns out. It's been reported that the first episode, directed by Martin Scorsese, cost about $50 million. Marky Mark is also part of the project - keeps getting better.

Boardwalk Empire

Current Obsessions Part 2

What can I say? It's my phase. He's gorgeous though! Loved him in "Take the Lead" and "Stop-Loss." He's going to be in the new HBO show, "Treme." The show is about New Orleans 3 months after Katrina. It looks really good and I'm excited he's getting work.  Plus, he's gets points for being chill with JGL.

Rob Brown

Current Obsessions Part 1

Recently single. Always ridiculously good-looking. I randomly watched "Proof" the other day (I've seen it before) and ugh, goddamn simply the most precious man ever! Prince of Persia looks like shit though, sad.





Jake Gyllenhaal

Proof

Hal: I want to spend the day with you, if at all possible, I want to spend as much time with you as I can, unless I'm coming on way too strong right now and scaring you, in which case I'll begin back-pedalling immediately!

A Homicide

“I know you don’t think of me. And you certainly would never picture us together, but probably peanut butter was just peanut butter before someone ever thought of pairing it up with jelly. And there was salt, but it started to taste better when there was pepper. And what’s the point of butter without bread? Anyway, by myself, I’m nothing special. But with you, I think I could be.”

— Unknown

Creativity.

One Month Wait

Scream Part 2

Summer Bag

METALLIC CANVAS TORY TOTE, $250.00. Tory Burch

GQMF

"I never really had anything in my life that was off-limits," he says, visibly trying to control his natural inclination to share, to think out loud, to let his voice run free. "But with this, just out of respect, I just don't want to fuck around. She's an unbelievably thought-provoking actress, the most talented actress I've ever met in my life, by leaps and bounds."

Rob Brown.

"Do you only want to date black men now?"

Yes. Yes, I do. I have my phases.

Rise Bar

I Want To Play

British Honduras

Yay for planning NEXT YEAR'S Spring  Break. Hello Belize! Caroline will actually have a break next year and her dad's best friend owns hotels in Belize. We realize this is perfect seeing as she would probably need someone Spanish to help not get mugged! Oh, Honduras, I miss you. I need some culture in my life.

It's Chilling

"Years and years have passed and I still find myself in love with the same person — the person I originally fell in love with, not whoever he is now, not the present version, but the ghost of the past, this phantom shadow of the person he used to be that constantly haunts me in my memories and often right before I fall asleep at night. I sometimes still hold my own arm at the center of my chest where his arm used to rest whenever we rested our own eyes on a very small bed only fit for one body but would fit two if one fit perfectly inside the other. And sometimes I lay a pillow by my side to fill that empty space, but it’s never the same, and it hasn’t been since and even when I lay him there, it still feels different because he’s different and I’m still the same girl wanting to be the ‘we’ we used to know, wanting to know what happened to that place I used to call home? I may never know and it all feels like a lifetime ago, but for some reason, I still can’t let go. I’ll always want him to be the someone he was before all of this and I’ll always want for us to be more, more than what we’ve become."

FanGirl

I'm not gonna lie, I've been waiting for this split. Especially after the Golden Globes last year when she bascially confessed her deep love for Leo. Haha, okay well I mean divorce sucks but I want these two together! LOOK AT THEM! Theyre the perfect old school Hollywood couple. They're bot so talented and GORGEOUS. They're both my favorite actor and actress. I mean, its doubtful they will but wouldnt it be great? The Oscar Curse lives on...Watch out Sandra Bullock!

Trip Fontaine

WANT.

Withey, $80. Aldo Shoes