My Fave Boy

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A Thought..

"We will always misconstrue the silliest things as absolutely adorable or undeniably charming whenever we have even just the slightest attraction towards another — when in fact, those words, those actions could actually mean nothing at all. And although we may know that in the back of our minds, we choose not to acknowledge it in hopes that what they really meant to do was to send some kind of subtle sign, or morse code, or a hint that maybe, just maybe this whole time they’ve been sharing the same sentiment as you and all they’ve been waiting for was for it to be secretly understood.

(This is me understanding that, hoping you too are understanding me.)"

Por Favor

How to be Smarter: Be wary of other girls that over-use the phrase “best friend.” Being someone’s best friend is a privilege that is earned over time and with care, not a phrase to throw around haphazardly.

August 31, 2010

“I’ve learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.”

— Jennifer Weiner

Miss The Way You Love Me Too Much

Takers, #3

Takers, #2

Takers, #1

I Need To Use This Every Time I Date

Another Year Of Holding On.

Things To Remember.

Meant To Be.

Think For Yourself.

Live On.

I WANT YOU.

:)

I CANT DEAL, Haha

With You.

Want To Be.

Movie Scenes

"On nights like these I struggle with the idea of wanting to forget you, but never wanting to forget what we had. Because these memories are all I have and sometimes I just want them to play back in my mind like the movie scenes of my favorite movies that stand out, the ones where you can still remember every detail quite clearly, but all the feelings that once rushed through your body at the time it was happening now feel so distant, so faint like a dream you once had. I want the memories I have with you to feel just like that, you know? Like it never actually happened, it only felt real. Except that’s not the case and I’m still reminded of that every time I hit replay because there’s always something about looking back that tugs a little at my heartstrings, whispering, remember when this was real? You were here and he was there and it was everything you had ever believed in.

I do, I do remember.. but I’m starting to wonder if I’ll ever forget."

True Love

"You’ll get over it…” It’s the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life for ever. You don’t get over it because ‘it” is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never loses. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not made anodyne by death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no-one else can fit it. Why would I want them to?"

— Jeanette Winterson

I Must.

"You must write every single day of your life. You must lurk in libraries to sniff books like perfumes and wear books like hats upon your crazy heads. May you be in love every day for the next 20,000 days. And out of that love, remake a world."

— Ray Bradbury

Hole In My Heart

“When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or energy, and I wasn’t sure that I was ready for it. But you were so good to me, and I got swept up in that. And little by little, I found myself falling in love with you.”

-Nicholas Sparks, "The Rescue"

Emmy

“We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Only after we have lost everything are we free to do anything. Throw things out there and not be perfect and not have answers to anything and see if people understand.”

— Angelina Jolie

Tendencies

“Learning to let go should be learned before learning to get. Life should be touched, not strangled. You’ve got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others move forward with it.”

— Ray Bradbury

Scream4

“At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.”

— Chuck Palahniuk

LoveMe

On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

That you control that completely.

That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that’s why it’s worth living.

That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.

And so are you.

Tripod Love.

Mere Mortal.

You Close That Door

PERFECT.

Pretty Much Everything

You Were Right....Are Right.

"
You know those people you meet and you start liking them even though you can’t really figure out why?You’ll disagree on something important with them and you think, “This is wrong, this is wrong.” They do something bad and you think, “This is wrong, this is wrong.” Your personalities don’t actually really mesh well and you think, “This is wrong, this is wrong.”

Yet, somehow you keep liking them and you compromise and you rationalize and you excuse and you defend. For some reason, often a shallow one, you keep liking them even though if you were honest with yourself you’d admit that it’s a horrible idea.

Those kinds of people make it so much sweeter when you find someone where all you can keep thinking is, “This is right, this is so very right.”

Sweet

Take a chance on something star you got, uh
All the live long day
If I had to name one thing you think would I
Be hard pressed to say
You can say that I'm gushy,
At least you know what I think
I know that I'm lucky, I know you're on the brink
You got it good good good,
You got it good so good
You make up ridiculous words which mean exactly nothing
I know just what you mean and that's the funny thing
It's understood,
It's understood
Buddy buddy buddy I know why you wander
Through the sweetness on the ground
The sweetness of the flowers
You make yourway on a cloudy day
You've got to move
The world you prove is too sweet, yeah
We parted much too soon I know but that's how it goes
There's someone better out there for you and me
Can't wait to get on the road and feel the shows
And belike phenomenon number 1 and 2 and 3
I don't mean to brag, and I don't mean to boast
But I am the guy that could give you the most
It's good good good, It's understood
Buddy buddy buddy I know why you wander
Through the sweetness on theground
The sweetness of the flowers
You make your way on a cloudy day
You've got to move
The world you prove is too sweet, yeah

"Sweet"-311

Someday...

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you

"Someday We'll Know" - Mandy Moore & Jonathan Foreman

Hard Luck

"sometimes i read books. sometimes i listen to music. sometimes i write. sometimes i look at the clouds for answers. sometimes i walk around aimlessly looking around, searching for something unnoticeably beautiful to sweep me off my feet to remind me just how much beauty there is in the simplest of things in life. sometimes i wonder about you and just how much i should let go and how much i should keep within the photos of my mind. sometimes i wonder how it’s possible to love someone so much that it breaks you. sometimes i think about all of these things that have happened in my life. sometimes these are all just sunny hazed memories in my mind that i can no longer recall. like somehow i forgot how to feel and embrace things with a sense of open-mindedness. sometimes i forget that i deserve to be loved as well. sometimes i lose myself in thoughts of empty promises. “i’m trying,” is really all i can give you. but a multitude of words and stories in my mind that i can’t seem to organize and arrange are somehow making things hard for me to find my niche. because at the end of the day these are just words. empty words that don’t mean a thing to you and to the rest of the world. this is just a place i’m in. a moment within a moment. i’m not trying to down play this fire inside of me. this isn’t a plea for help or pity. i might be a little bit lost. i might be a little bit lonely. i might be a little bit confusing. i might be a little bit sentimental. i might be a little bit weird. i’m a little bit of everything. i may be alone on all of this, but at the end of the day, just like you and me, we all just want to find our place in the sun. and that’s all we ever really know for sure. these are just words after all."

Nights in Rondanthe

"Everything about him made her long for something she had never known."

— Nicholas Sparks

Did You Hear....

"I was so cynical, just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting. But sure enough, just when I’d near given up, you appeared there among the destruction."

— Kate Voegele

Months Later.

Messengers.

Waiting..

Just Not To You.

Day By Day

Garret Hedlund

Gorgeous boy. I do like them white boys. He's been a few movies, and have Tron coming out. He has the nice deep voice- ugh, deep voice get me every time(cough, Kenny)! He's filming "On the Road" right now. Yup, he's playing Dean. Well this boy become my indie obsession?

Heartbroken

I obviously have not been paying attention to media. The love of my life sealed the knot with the most gorgeous woman and now is procreating. Of course. :(

Secret Embrace

I've come to accept my size 36A breast. I need better bras.

Sweet Little Lies

"every time i've ever put myself out there, i've gottten hurt. every time. its like i meet a guy, and i think its great. and anyone else would just be thinking about how much greater its going to get. and im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop"

Always.

Dreams.

LOVE Life.

Get With It.

Ghandi

Pretty Much.

So Much Care

Therapy

This Movie Kills Me

You Never Know.

Lovah

Something.

full out. fear less.

"Sometimes having a fearless heart means getting that nauseous feeling in your stomach at the thought of losing something, and then pushing forward anyway knowing that one day there is a very good chance that you will be hurt...because what if you don't lose this time?"

Yeah, You Did

Recovery

LESS LESS LESS

Heartache.

Untitled

Love The Way You Lie

EXCITED.

Like Gorgeous

Curios Case

Chanelo

What Stage Are We?

Lets Pray