Friday, April 30, 2010

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Apples to Apples

Business Isn't Working.

I love this picture for several reasons. I love her pose, I like the fact that the second leg isn't cut off. I like the shawl she's wearing, its loose and transparent which make point of my favorite thing of this picture. I love the colors! I'm pretty sure Photoshop was used to enhance this all but it sets really nicely. I want to master this skill with the sun/shadow/sun beaming perfectly through.

Elements of Time

OneFineDay

For You, A Thousand Times Over

SohoLoft

SpaceBetween

ShutItDown.

Santogold

Waldorf.

To Love Is To Bury

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Monday, April 26, 2010

Pocket Full of Sunshine

PrepSchool

Fighter

SoapOperas

Seth Cohen.

Appreciate Your Impatience.

Sometimes I wish I could’ve just asked you,

Was it because you were scared?

Because then I could understand why you were the way you were — distant, unavailable, consistently inconsistent. But that’s not fair to me, to make up excuses for you. And maybe I should just realize the truth: you stopped wanting to be with me, didn’t you?

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Winner

It Was All About You Last Night

Flash Delirium

Milk

“You’re going to meet the most extraordinary men, the sexiest, brightest, funniest men, and you’re going to fall in love with so many of them, and you won’t know until the end of your life who your greatest friends were or your greatest love was.”

Collaboration

Friday, April 23, 2010

Strout.

"i want to collect all my words, written and unwritten, spoken or unspoken, finished and unfinished, words held captive in drafts being erased and jotted back down in different ways over and over again and slip them into your mouth, make you have a taste of what you never knew, what i need you to know. i want to take every consonant and vowel of the alphabet yet to be strung together and turned into something that makes sense to you from me and make you listen to the sound of each syllable you need to hear in order to feel what i feel. i want to take all these dear-you’s and dear-me’s and dear-us’s of the future and past and pack them away in one huge envelope filled with all the hugs and sealed with all the kisses we missed out on having when you decided to walk away and have you read the thump-thumps of my heartbeat. i want to have my language be your language and to understand what i mean when i say all this.. or do i have to spell it out for you? that all i really want is for you to come back here."

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Never Let Me Go

“Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry. Forget the times he spoke your name, remember now you’re not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can. Forget the times and don’t pretend; remember now he’s just your friend.”

SweatsBottoms.

Anchor Away.

Cycles.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

GunControl

“The essence of true friendship is to make allowance for another’s little lapses.”

— David Storey

FireArm

“I don’t need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better.”

— Plutarch

HeartBurns

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

New Avengers

"One of the best parts about getting wrapped up in somebody is that all of those songs you love, the little gems and favorites and classics from years past, all of those songs come to life again. A breath of desperately needed fresh air. Regardless of how many times you’ve listened, or who they’ve made you think of before, or whatever memories they have attached, all of those songs feel like they were written for you about this new person.

Maybe they were."

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010

One Cannot Have Too Many Shoes

"How many shoes do you think you have? 50?

"Oh god, no!...well, I don't think so."



I go through my phases of obsessions. I'll get nothing but really pricey bags at some point, to jewelry, to hair pieces, to general clothes, and right now - just getting over my shoe obsession. I think I successfully bought every shoe existed. Hah, no not really. I have my nude heels, black pumps, black and nude strappy sandals, and chic grey oxfords. Oh, why aren't I trendy? Well, only if I put these shoes to good use! Nights in the city, dinners at TWO, and plentiful of dates with a new boy will satisfied. Hello summer, in 4 days!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

It Will Be.

Preview.

So for the first time, I was part of a photo-shoot. I'm never doing it again. My leg was shaking and I couldn't look at the camera one bit! It was for Anna's final so I had to! Haha, Caroline took pictures from my camera. This is one of the only ones that sorta came out, she had some difficulties. I'll see if Anna uses any of the pictures of me for her final and she develops any, I'm nervous/excited. It's a strange feeling being on the other side of a camera. 

Jigsaw

Suntime

My Ex


If you act like a bitch, don't be surprised or offended when your called one.. Its an easy concept.


I think I only like one of my exes. Haha, anyways - this little bit was said in reference of a friend of mine. One that I can tell he never liked, even though I don't think they really knew each other.  I just think its funny when people pull shit and are surprised if other people get tired of them. Don't push your hospitality. I'm not standing up for anyone anymore. I decided that NEVER leads to anything good. I think I've been dicked over.....5 TIMES. Two in the past few months. Oh no, sweetie - I'm done with that nonsense. No, no, I'm doing "me" for now on. I really could care less.

Rumpus.

I Called You By My Secret Nickname...Damn.

Dream!

Yup, that's a swimming pool on the roof of a house, overlooking that view. Jealous doesn't even begin to describe what I feel.

Funny People

I Am The Walrus

See You Soon Sexy :)

Saturday, April 17, 2010

College Candy.

"The worst, most confusing part is trying to figure out those more-than-friends-but-not-really-officially-anything relationships.


That in-between stage of limbo is an awful place to be. For me at least. For some people, casual relationships or friends with benefits can work perfectly fine, but I just cannot figure it out. Maybe it’s because I had such a serious boyfriend all through high school, or just because I am kind of a serious person, but I hate that in-between stage.


I hate wondering if he’s going to call, and if he does, wondering if it’s a friendship call or a more-than-friendship call. I can’t stand zoning out during class and thinking about him, then wondering if he ever thinks of me at all. I get frustrated by the amount of time I spend analyzing his every word, because we’ve never flat-out discussed what we are and what we’re not. I hate wondering if that drunken hook up is a mistake, something that’s going to keep on happening, or something we’ll be doing sober, too.


I need some definition!


Especially after the fact, when it’s all said and done. As confusing as these whole in-between relationships can be, it’s the ending that’s the hardest, because there are no rules for it. When you break up with a boyfriend, you’re allowed to be sad or upset. You know how much time you get, whether or not you’re allowed to call him, and total freedom to drown your sorrows in beer and ice cream. But when you were, like, a ‘thing’ with a boy, and then it just sorta ends… what do you do?


Are you allowed to be upset?
Should you be upset?
Can you hang out with that person anymore, or do you have to spend the rest of the school year pretending to be on your cell phone when you’re walking down the hall so you don’t have to have awkward conversation?
Can you expect candy and treats from the girlfriends?


I’m dealing with this all right now and I don’t know what to think. I wish the fact that we were never dating would save me from awkwardness when I run into him in the dining hall, but it seems to have the opposite affect. Especially when I see him there with some other chick. I want to go back to the way things were before, but I’m beginning to see that might not be possible. And at the same time, I feel like I should just be over it all already. Whatever “it” was."

Of Course.

Badunkadunk

It's A Waiting Game.

Always & Forever.

I Miss My Soulmates

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Dirty Notes.

Love everything on her right now! The skirt with a tuck-in tank and belt, a look I plan on repeating. The hat isn't my favoirte, or well I don't like the color. The Chanel-inspired bag is awesome! I say "inspired" because I can't tell if it's real or not, I'm not skilled like that...yet. Favorite thing? Her hair! I love love love her hair. I wish I had the color and style! I pine for this and will continue my attempts until the day I die.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Our Anatomy.

"You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know?"

-Izzie Stevens

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

TurnAbout.

Avon.

The windows were steaming up, even though we weren’t doing anything but breathing and trying to read each other’s outlines in the dimly lit parking lot behind the tennis courts, where people were still playing games even though it was well past sunset. I joked about how they probably thought a little something something must be going on that they can’t see and you joked back saying maybe there should be quite convincingly, but I managed to resist and you managed to respect that and instead we spent the night making trades. Childhood memories for embarrassing moments, proud achievements for past heartache, family history for future aspirations. What makes you you, what makes me me, how one night like this can change uncertainty to I-couldn’t-be-more-sure-than-I-ever-was-before. We held each other’s stories in our hands and we made a silent agreement to never throw them away and to tuck them under our skin so they will always remain with us even long after we’re no longer an ‘us’. It was what transformed what we had to what we could be and all it took was letting a few little secrets tumble out of our mouths while sitting comfortably inside each other’s arms under a tiny roof encapsulated by the heat escaping from our bodies

Nelly Bracelet

Seriously, thats what it is called. $12 at Carly's Closet.

DateNight

Nicole Miller, Pretty Woman Lace Dress.
$385

California Girls

FIELDS.