“Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high."

I feel like I'm on a emotional rollercoaster with you. I dont understand why. I want to give up but I want to give in. I can't decide. Right now, my eyes are holding back these stupid tears. Its more over frustration. Why can't I get a hold of you?

Should I bother anymore? Really, someone give me a sign. I'm tired of this.

Asianmamma

"hey i can make myself look like an asshole but youre going to see that there's something about me you can't deny is intelligent."

"i feel like guys are just already attracted to you naturally it's afterwards where you're losing them and i don't know why.

because you're not like a psycho and generally that's what would send guys running"

A Virtue

I do not possessive the virtue of patience. It's quite unfortunate. I like to dive into my ideas and plans asap. The game of waiting is something that doesn't sit well with me. So, me waiting for someone...I can't handle. I mean to be honest, as of late I have NO indications that I should even wait around for this kid. Why can't things ever be simple, straight forward? Is it too much to ask?I know I'm at school and it makes no sense to begin anything but don't you even want to talk to me still? Why do I fall for boys? They only disappoint. I wish I could go back to how I felt months ago when I preferred to be single.

But you, you caught me off guard. Isn't that always the case? You put it out there that you were interested. You stuck with it. You didn't even want me like the rest of them. So why say the things you did if you weren't looking for a good time? I'm confused. I've been told I'm good for you. You need someone like me in your life. I can only push so much to get in. Was it just a thrill of the chase? Fuck, I really do hate games.

Love:"Spontaneity is the secret to having a happier love life. Instead of overanalyzing everything, just things happen on their own."

^my horoscope for October.

Smart Lady

Passion

Unsure

List

I Want To Fill Your Cravings

A Shaky #5

Phillip Cetina

Damn Right

Definition of Cool

my pair broke during the move =(

Bridges

Oh, Little Baby

I’m starting to learn. You can’t make someone love you. You cant make someone be faithful to you. You cant control your own fate sometimes. Things happen.. good, bad, indifferent. You just have to let some things go and hope they turn out for the best. Its like falling off a horse. You’re in the air and you know its going to hurt like hell when you hit the ground. But there isn’t enough time to stop it. So you close your eyes and hope for the best.
— Arminda Meer

Edie